Keysmashing and flaily words and Katy Perry lyrics~

[nocturnalavenger]

I, Blaine Anderson, have a boyfriend.

Are boyfriends allowed to gush? I don't know, but I'm going to anyway, because I can, and I want to, and I just keep replaying the last day over and over, and I'm sitting here stunned, and my hands get all sweaty, and clammy, and gross, and I want to hold his hand, but then I think 'ew, Kurt wouldn't want to hold my hand when it's like that, would he?' Then I remember it's Kurt, and he's literally amazing, and I know he would and--

I'm getting off track. No one wants to hear about my sweaty hands.

Anyway. Boyfriend. Gushing. Kurt takes my breath away. He's just... he's everything I want in a boyfriend. He gets me. He understands my thinking, and I know if I can't get it out, he knows it. That moment I told him about? It's true. I just stopped thinking and I couldn't move, and I just watched him as he came alive in his music. Bad choice of words, probably, but during that song...

I'm really glad he's mine.

...Do I get to call him mine? Is he even my boyfriend? Oh god, I'm jumping every gun here. I just assumed we're boyfriends, and now I don't know and I just really want to hug him and kiss him and hold his hand again.

Comments

[blackbird_fly]

You're so cute when you get rambly, I'm usually the one getting like that when I get anxious or embarrassed; but it's way cuter when YOU are the one doing it ❤

I'm kind of like you I guess, only- I seem to be on some sort of weird- happy- rainbowy (hah @ the irony) cloud; I can't seem to get off from. My French teacher actually asked me if I was alright- because she was talking to me and I was thinking as to how beautiful your eyes are and how adorable your hair gets when you just woke up. And your lips- Dear Gaga, don't get me started on your lips- the idea of kissing you again makes me want to cry and sing all at the same time!

But to answer some of your adorably rambly questions,

a) We are boyfriends, if you want us to be. Which we should be- because I'm not up for having an open relationship in where I get to share you. Not now, not EVER! You're all MINE and no one shall taste those lips again!
b)See point (a) and come to your own conclusions as to weather I'm yours or not ;)
c) I'll hold your hand for the rest of our lives, no matter the state of said hand ♡

It's a bit weird, this feeling. Isn't it? I want to scream how happy I am- how happy YOU make me; from the top of a mountain and at the same time I want us to enjoy it just ourselves, only a little bit longer... I'm feeling kind of selfish about us right now. I guess... but that's not bad, right? I hope it's not- I honestly have no clue now.

Oh well- what are you up to? I'm about to go to my room and start getting ready for bed. Want to have a pre-sleeping party? We could have some warm milk (chocolate milk in your case) and some of that biscotti you love from The Lima Bean? I found some in my bag after I went for my afternoon dose. No idea as to how the snacks got in! I opened my bag and there they were- :o0 Life is full of mysteries I guess... ;)

...you have biscotti and you haven't shared with me yet? you are fired.

[nocturnalavenger]

Be glad it was just your French teacher asking you. I've had like 5 different Warblers ask me if I'm taking drugs. Jeff and Nick actually sat me down in the library and asked me if I needed an intervention. Do I look high to you?? Well, besides being high on you. You're... something else. My something else, and I look forward to figuring you out.

Does this mean we should tell them? Maybe I'll tell the next Warbler who asks me that you are my supplier.

...YES, I THINK I SHALL.

A) I do want us to be. I want to tell everyone that you are actually putting up with me by choice and I'm the luckiest person in the entire world. ...And. My lips are yours now. Do what you want with them~
B) Can I kiss you later?
C) I'm never going to let go of it.

You make me smile so much my face hurts right now. Is that normal? I think it's literally been years since I've smiled like this.

Oh, with that attitude you're getting none Mr!

[blackbird_fly]

Oh Gawd LMOL We're terrible, you and I! In the best of ways of course, but terrible nevertheless. LOL How can we be SO obvious! Some people date for ages and you can never tell! We share one kiss- and everyone notices! (Well, more than one- but you get the point ;)

Regarding you been high I am not sure what to say. People that doesn't know you might think you're on drugs due to the never ending amount of energy and furniture climbing whenever you burst into song? But those that do know you, are already aware of that and I didn't see you since this afternoon... I'd have to rain check on you to reply your question with the utmost honesty.

Waiwaiwait- IF you tell other Warblers I am your supplier, does that mean I'm going to go around kissing them too? Firstly I am not sure it'd have the same effect it has for you (or me) and secondly; I don't think it is on your best interest to have me kissing other boys? Some of which are quite cute at that? LOL ;)

Don't freak out at that! I was just teasing you! xD I'm more than happy with the Warbler I've got ❤

A) Alright, so this is the part in where we start arguing about these kind of things? Because I AM the luckiest person in the world, having gotten you. Are you going to argue back that you're the luckiest one in return? Because that's going to be a never ending argument which would only - probably end with a kiss. Wait- maybe we should have that argument when we're face to face again ;)
B) Most definitely.
C) Neither will I ♡

Some people claim the face pain to be normal, yes... According to dad I complained about it the first time I saw the production of 'The Sound of Music' but I honestly can't remember- so I'm going to say you make me smile, in a way I've never smiled before!